bingung !!

gw nulis blog ini bwatt org yg gw sayang ..
gw pengen dy tau prsaan gw sama dy ..
gw sayaaang banget ma dy ..
walopun gw tau kalo dy uda pnya ce ..
tpii ,,gw ga trma kalo dy th cmann d maenen aja ma ce ny ..

gw tau ,,kalo th co cmann nganggep dw sahabat ,,ga lebih ..
tpii gw uda ckup seneng kogg ..
asal dy bahagia gw jga bahagia ..
walo it mmbuat gw sakit dan perih ..
hahaha
xD
tpii ttep aja da prsaan sedih d hati gw ..

kalo boleh mutar waktu ,,lbihh bae gw ga kenal dy ..
gw gamau knal dy kalo akhirny hati gw sakitt gene ..
mungkin lbihh bae gtu ..
mugkin lu sering liatt gw seneng en happy ,,tpii dlam hati gw gw sakitt en mau nangis .. ap lgii kalo lu lgii sedih ..

tpii gw heran ma dy ..
gw th bkan syp" lu ..
sodara bukan ,,ce apalagi ..
tpii kp stiap kta br2 brntem ,,knp lu jdii putus asa gt ?
emg gw syp lu mpe lu bgt ?
ma ce lu aja lu ga prnh bgt kn ?

ckckckck
gw bingung ..
da yg bisa kasi saran ga ?

i miss you ..

Hello there, the angel from my nightmare

the shadow in the background of the morgue

the unsuspecting victim of darkness in the valley

we can live like Jack and Sally if we want

where you can always find me

we'll have Halloween on Christmas

and in the night we'll wish this never ends

we'll wish this never ends

(I miss you, miss you)

(I miss you, miss you)

Where are you and I'm so sorry

I cannot sleep, I cannot dream tonight

I need somebody and always

this sick strange darkness

comes creeping on so haunting every time

and as I stared I counted

webs from all the spiders

catching things and eating their insides

like indecision to call you

and hear your voice of treason

will you come home and stop this pain tonight

stop this pain tonight

Don't waste your time on me you're already

the voice inside my head (I miss you, miss you)

don't waste your time on me you're already

the voice inside my head (I miss you, miss you)

Don't waste your time on me you're already

the voice inside my head (I miss you, miss you)

don't waste your time on me you're already

the voice inside my head (I miss you, miss you)

Don't waste your time on me you're already

the voice inside my head (I miss you, miss you)

don't waste your time on me you're already

the voice inside my head (I miss you, miss you)

(I miss you, miss you)

(I miss you, miss you)

(I miss you, miss you)

(I miss you, miss you)

miss satic !

hari rabu ,,tanggal 30 September 2009 ,,gw pergi k satic . gw nekat th kabur k satic . hahaha .. gw k satic naek kopaja bareng wulan :D .. wktu gw uda nyampe satic ,,gw langsung k smp ny .. tpii ,,trnyta blum pulang .. abis itu ,, gw muter" smp ny .. ternyata ...... ada anaak 7b lgii ngrjain TB ! tpii yg ada cmann co ny aja .. gw ktemu ma seto ,,michael ,,andre ,,joshua ,,pkokny bnyk dee ! gw langsng d sambutt kea artis gt dee .. hwahaha .. gw langsng d serbu dgn berbagai macam" pertanyaan .. yeaa ,,gw ngobrol" bentar ma anaak co ny .. abis itu ,,gw ijin bentar k mreka ,,soalny gw mau ktmu guru" yg kusayang .. hoho .. d sd ,,gw ktmu ma pak pram ,,bu sulis ,,bu anton ,,bu dwi ,,bu gincer ,,pak yadi ,,en bu ester . gw d tanyain "xkull d mnaa ?" .. haha .. trus gw ngobrol" bentar ma guru" .. trus gw tungguin smp pulang d dpan sd ,,abis gw bingung mau ngapain .. wkakaka uda stenga2 th . gw langsung nungguin d gerbang smp .. daannnn ,,kringg !! bel pulang akhirny berdering jga .. d pntu gerbang ,,gw ktemu ma memed ,,kenrick ,,edric ,,wina ,,tika ,,lia ,,livita .. pokoknya banyak dee ! tpii yg gw cari cmann bestt frendt gw ! hoho ... trus ,,gw mnta anterin boni k satic jalan" gt .. waaaaaa boni bae bngett dee ma gw ! o.O


haha .. skian dulu yea crita gw ..
:D

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